I love Tyler. I love Tyler. I love Tyler. Ahh I love him so much! I was like || <--that close to breaking up with him today and then I went to ballet and I was sitting there doing my plies at the barre and all of the sudden I was like "Fuck, I love Tyler." And so now I'm all hunky-dory. Life is good.

OMG SARAH IS THE BEST EVER! Look at the messages she left me while I was at ballet:

Sarah(5:43:19 PM): ERIKA RAE ALANDT I LOVE YOU WITH MY ENTIRE HEART YOU ARE MY LIFE AND IM SITTEN HERE WITH SOME DUCT TAPE IN MY HAND!
Sarah(5:48:57 PM): no jumping offa buildings plz
Sarah (7:31:55 PM): erika i love you, your my life, i duno where i wud be with out you...im sorry that u n ur mom dont get along alot ne more....im sorry that you n tyler are having problems...but jus remember that you WILL and you CAN get thru this, and that you are only 14 and you have ur whole life ahead of you, jus think about all of the dreams that you have dreamed of while sittin in geometry...or ASD lol, and that you cant catch your dreams if you dont try...and one day were gunna learn how to fly and then itll be easier to catch our dreams...but until then take one day at a time; take that day figure out what you did right, and do it that way for the rest of your life; i love you

She's the best.Okay I'm gona go eat me some pancakeslove love love