Today was...bad.

It was like everyone was over it, like everything was okay, like he was just gone for a day and now he's back.

Kate and I spent half of first period sitting on the bathroom floor and crying. And then I broke down again in dance so I sat out today. Then I broke down again in English. And as I was crying, Mr. Goheen comes over and was like "Are you okay? You look a little down." NO SHIT, SHERLOCK.

The administration is being retarded. People were wearing shirts with his picture on it today and getting people to sign them and apparently we're not allowed to do that because it was a suicide and that would be like we're promoting suicide. I FUCKING HATE THE ADMINISTRATION.

Tricia offered to take me over there today. I knew I couldn't do it. I heard that Danielle's acting like everything's okay. Tricia said she called her yesterday after first period and was like "How are you?" and Danielle was like "I'm okay." Maybe she's still in shock. I don't know, but I feel so bad for her. I don't even know her.

I still don't understand this. He was so nice to everyone. Always. He was always smiling. It's just not fair. It's not fair at all.

He's never coming back...



R.I.P.
Vincent "JR" Kerr
October 6, 2004
Loved so much. Missed by so many.