30 May 2005

And So It Is...

Yep...another one. I don't know why. I don't really care. I just need change. Constantly. I breathe better in an enviornment that's always changing, which doesn't really make sense, because I really hate some things that have changed in my life recently, but when things stay the same for too long, I can't handle it.

I leave in 13 days. I am really excited but I'm not too sure how I feel about having a roomate I don't know. If I don't like her there is going to be some serious hell in my life because I can't handle living with someone that I don't like for 6 weeks. And I'm not going to pretend to like her either because I hate it when people do that. I don't care if you hate me, I'll still have respect for you as long as you're real about it.
I'm going to miss my friends. A lot. Not all of them; it will be good to get away from some of them for 6 weeks, but there are a couple that I'm going to have trouble being away from for so long. I'm not particularly worried about missing my family though. I love them and all, but they're driving me crazy. I'll probably miss my sister and my dog the most. Sad life.

I've been listening to country music all day long. It makes me feel better about myself.

E