I think I am in love with Ben Kweller.
I need to stop being a slacker. I don't know when it happened but all of the sudden I don't give a shit about school, which is bad, very bad. School is necessary if I want to get the fuck out of this town, and I really don't know what I'll do with myself if I don't. I'm just tired of trying to impress other people: parents, fellow students, teachers, college admissions officers. Their opinion about my work ethic and grades and whether or not I have enough freaking community service or leadership skills, does not matter to me one bit anymore.
I just want to be happy, and I have been pretty content, but I've also been extremely stressed out all year, which tends to put a damper on my mood.
I hung out with Paige last night again. I miss her a lot, and I'm glad things are getting back to normal between us. I never laugh as hard as I laugh with her about stupid things like car ports. We is a pair of crazies, yo.
Leaving for Saugerties on Thursday. wooohooo...not really at all. I do not want to go. And I'm taking the SAT again on April 1. Boo, life.