It has been a while. So much has changed.
I am learning. A lot. And very quickly. It's scary and exciting all at the same time.
Thanksgiving break has been good. I haven't hung out with anyone since Tuesday night except the familia. Lame? Maybe. But I needed it badly.
I got accepted into State's Biochemistry program. That's nice. That's where I'll go if I stay in-state, even if I do get into UNC. But really, I need to get the fuck up outta here. I can't do it anymore. Yesterday I went shopping (at 6 am) with my mom and sister and I saw probably 20 people that I knew, most of whom I hadn't seen for 2 or 3 years, and they all wanted to talk to me. I was fine pretending that we didn't know each other. I don't want to know those people anymore. They're not part of my life right now, and I honestly believe that there is a good reason for that.
It's strange to think I have been pouring my feelings out over cyber-space for years now. My archives are huge. It's crazy, but I like it. It's comforting in a way. I like reading from forever ago and seeing how much I've changed. It's unbelievable sometimes.
I am happy. Truly and constantly for the first time in a very long time. It is nice. I think I will keep things this way.