12 July 2009

love is not a victory march

Progress is slow. Conversations are painful. Learning how to say "no" is the hardest thing I have ever had to do. For once I am going to be better and be stronger and get what I deserve, because no matter how much of a horrible person I may appear to be, I know I deserve better. I will not be the "other girl" anymore. I am done being the girl topless at the parties. I'm tired of waking up with different boys once a week. I'm tired of feeling like I don't deserve to be loved.

I ain't never been to Vegas, but I gambled up my life