Wow. I'm like crying...Me and Tyler are in an "open relationship"...or a "last resort" as he called it. I don't know...we're not going to last, I know that. But I still wish things had worked out better. I really thought they would. And now I just don't know. I mean, he's amazing...But things don't always work out like you hope they would. I'm not the kind of person who can stand commitment. I'm not the kinda person who want's to fall in love and have it last forever. Wow...I don't even know what to say anymore...Except, the movies are all lying to you, love really isn't enough...

Okay my emotional side is done talking. I went to Paige's cheerleading thing today and it was a lot of fun. East Wake JV placed fourth out of ten. I was proud of them! I've been at her house all day and I'm spending the night! woo! I love Paige! Aww I got to see Amy and Ariel today! It was fun...I miss them kids though...

take your memories i don't need 'em...