I hate it when a REALLY good day turns to hell.

I'm really pissed off at my sister right now. She's being the biggest bitch. Okay, she was on the phone for 2 hours when we got home from school today and then she went out with her friends, and now she wants to come and make me get off of the computer just because she wants to get on and she hasn't been on yet today. And I want to go out because everyone's at Ryan's house and I can't because my parents are THE biggest assholes EVER. They let my sister go out with her friends but when I want to go out am I allowed to? No of course not. Why would Erika be allowed out? She's just going to get in trouble right? Because I'm just the biggest fucking trouble maker in the world, yet I've never smoked anything, I don't drink, I'm pulling all A's and B's in my hard ass classes even though I'm at the studio all night/3 nights a week and I'm not going around screwing anyone. I work my ass off so someone will appreciate me and I just get bitched at. I hate them all. I really do. They always tell me that I don't care about anyone else but myself, but if I don't care about myself, then who the hell is going to? Because they obviously don't, so what the hell am I supposed to do? Wow people suck a lot.

And I don't know what school I want to go to next year. Everyone at Enloe thinks I'm a whore and people at Knightdale are the biggest assholes and the biggest potheads ever.

I wanted to go to the movies with Sarah, Brett and Wesley tomorrow but I can't because my parents suck ass. I miss Sarah so much. This sucks.

I suck at life. Period.