:sigh: I'm back. Yes, I'm that bored. I got socks on now though so it's all good. Hmmm...

Random Song: This Ride by The Starting Line. Good song. Sulli put it on the CD she burnt me.

What do you see when you look at me? Do you take me for a fool? So what makes you play this game with results always the same and nothing but bad reputations to gain. It speaks to me like all is fine when I could cry from all the bends and breaks that I took this time. When happiness is based on lies it's so hard, it's too hard to tell the truth. What do you see when you look at me? Do you take me for a fool? This fool is through.

I still have to go TA at the studio tonight even though I didn't go to school. That's okay though because those kids will make me smile. You know, they're so annoying and they don't listen and they don't pay attention but when it comes down to it, I love those kids. They're so young and innocent...If only they could stay that way forever...

I watched Everwood last night for the first time in forever. It was a good episode. Touched base on all the teens-having-sex-too-young stuff. A lot of that junk makes me feel really bad...There's a movie on Lifetime next monday about it too. It's called She's Too Young. I want to watch it, but I'll probably forget.

I write a lot in this thing. And hardly anybody reads all of it. Eh, who cares. Writing in a journal is supposed to relieve stress, and we all know I need to do that.

My dog has been asleep on the same spot on the couch for the last 3 hours. I bet he does that everyday when we're not home. He's livin' the good life.

I like the background I put on here. Even though it only works half the time...If you can't see it, it's reddish-burgundyish with music notes and triangles. lol. It's pretty.

I want it to be spring really bad. I hate February!! The grass is all yellow and the trees look all icky and there's no snow to make it pretty. Who decided to spell February like that anyway?

I'm listening to Slipknot. This is my angry music. But I'm not angry so I don't know why I'm listening to it.

I'm trying to stop cussing. Is it going to happen? Probably not. But at least I'm trying.

I should probably find something productive to do. Like finish my valentines...or paint my nails...or do my civics homework from yesterday and today...or not. Haha now the word or looks funny. It is a funny little word though isn't it?

Man, it's a good things I'm not on drugs. I'm already screwed up enough without them.

I should go take a shower. Wouldn't it be scary to be murdered in the shower? Hmm..I read too many murder mysteries and watch too many horror movies.

Now I'm listening to country music. How I go from Slipknot to country, I'm not quite sure. Ooh Ooh Ooh There's more to me than you!

Well I'm off to do something productive. Maybe I'll look up some flute music online, I haven't touched that thing in over a year...