12 Things About Erka That You Never Would've Guessed
01. I like to be alone. (that was in my last entry but whatever)
02. I don't believe in love.
03. I hate ballet.
04. I just really dislike people.
05. I like to read the bible.
06. I don't like leaving my house. If I had the choice, I would sooner just sit around all day in my pajamas and do nothing for the rest of my life then go out with friends or go shopping.
07. There are only a few people that I actually enjoy talking to. (you're probably not one of them. Don't get your hopes up.)
08. I'm clinically depressed. (shhhh...)
09. I want to be a kindergarten teacher or a psychiatrist. (A mentally unstable psychiatrist, how nice.)
10. I like science.
11. I really like english.
12. I really probably hate you.

Basically, when it comes down to it, I am a very antisocial person inside. That's kind of weird seeing as how I'm always hyper and all "weeeeeeee" and stuff. I don't know. Maybe I'm weird. Maybe it has something to do with my depression (Let's keep that to ourselves now. I figured if you care enough to read my blog then you can know but I don't want the whole world to know so please don't tell people. Please, please, please, please, please. I figured I should probably come out with it at least a little bit because it might explain why I sometimes go into total-bitch-get-away-from-me-before-i-kill-myself mode. Don't say anything to me about it either. I don't want to know that you know and I don't want to talk about it. I don't want your sympathy. I could get plenty of that if I wanted it.) I make up excuses not to do things with my friends on weekends and stuff because I just don't enjoy other people's company. I've only talked to one person who feels the same way. Is anyone else like this?? Ha..I'm such a freak. It's just a question. You can IM me or email me or sign the guestbook or whatever if you are, but you don't have to. I'm just curious.