And now I'm crying again. And it's not like I don't know why either.

No matter how much I talk about how happy I am leaving you behind, I'll always know that in my heart, I wish that things were different. I miss them so much...And the worse part is that it's not just the fact that I never see them anymore, it's just that everyone has changed so much and I guess that's what hurts the most: the fact that I know nothing will ever be able to be the same again. I'm trying so hard and it's not working...