Eh. Today has been a long day. It's Mommy's birthday. We went to The Cheescake Factory for dinner. It was so good.

My life is so...ahds;faoisvnawke right now. This whole summer I've been perfectly fine. It's been great. And all of the sudden today has just been a blah day for me. I haven't really done anything this summer except hung out with the 3/4, New York, and TYM picnic, but I don't mind. Right now I don't even want to be around people. I just like having time to myself. But at the same time, I miss certain things. I miss hangin out with the East Wake kids. The guys in paticular. I don't talk to them anymore, except Brent, and only because he's in TYM. It's okay though. I can't expect things to be the same.

It amazes me at how different things are than they were a year ago. Or three years ago at that. Three years ago today my going away party was ending. I really regret that I didn't get in touch with anyone while I was in New York. I didn't want to see them because it only makes me want to move back when I do. But hey, now there's a possibility that we will move back because of Daddy's job and I haven't talked to any of them in at least a year. It's weird how I miss people that I never really thought I would.

I don't want things to change anymore!