I think I'm finally falling in love
And he doesn't even know it.

Today was okay. Didn't really do anything after I got home from Paiges. Ate dinner with the whole family for my aunt's birthday and then basically sat around and did nothing. Talked to Sarah, Brett and Reid for a while. And then just talked to Sarah and Brett for a while. I love them. They're the best ever. Reid I just met today but he's cool too. We're all makin plans to go to the movies sometime soon. Yay I haven't seen my Sarah since yesterday and I haven't seen Brett in a really long time. I miss them.

I think I'm going to be in trouble tomorrow because I didn't bring the laptop downstairs when I was supposed to and then Mom came upstairs and asked me to bring it downstairs and I was like, "But Mommy I'm talking to Sarah and Brett!!" And she just looked at me and walked back downstairs. I'm gonna hear about it in the morning. I just can't wait to go to sleep and wake up, hence me still being online.

I was going to chill with Kevill and them tonight but the parents were being retarded so whatever. I give up with them, I really do this time. They aren't ever going to trust me and there's no point in trying anymore. I haven't gotten in trouble since January. I've been home on time, I've called when I'm going somewhere other than where they knew I was, I haven't snuck out or snuck people in, I haven't gone out when they're not home or had people over. I just don't know what else to do. What else can I do???? They should be thankful enough that I don't get drugs and get A's and B's. If I ever have kids (which I'm not.) I'll let them out later than 9:30 when they're 15 and as well behaved as I've been the past six months.



You say I'm hooking up with different guys.
I admit that it's true.
But I just wanna let you know that I'd give that all up
If that's what it takes to be with you.