Why the hell is school so fucking stressful? And why do parents make it 10x worse because you come home from being at school for 7 fucking hours and they remind you of things that you don't want to be reminded of, like AP exams, and course registration, and fucking permit tests that you don't want to fucking take because there is no point in you having a permit yet because 1) you don't feel like it, because you don't want to take the time out of your already-too-stressful life to learn anything because you didn't learn a damn thing in driver's ed 2) you hate driving and 3)once you do get your license, you won't have a fucking car, and your parents won't let you do anything anyway except be a fucking chaffeur to your siblings. I seriously just want to scream. I'm so tired of trying so fucking hard just to make everyone happy and not getting anywhere. And it isn't just my parents any more. It's my teachers, and my friends. Lately I've just been disappointing everyone and I don't know how to fix that. I don't know what everyone wants me to do but it'd be really nice if they'd clue me in. Apparently everyone knows what I'm doing wrong with my life except me. I was really happy with the way things were going. Really, I was. Then all of the sudden everyone was like "You're doing this wrong. You're doing that wrong. Blahdy fucking blah."

I'm sorry guys, my mom pissed me off. I had to rant.

I'm good but never good enough, Erika Rae