I broke down. This morning I just sat on the couch and I cried.

The real world is just so....alsdkjfaosiuv;zlxkvnasldkfuaoewiru;alskdfja;sldkg to me right now. Yes, just like that, all jumbled up and confusing. It doesn't make any sense whatsoever. I don't understand people, and why they do what they do. I don't understand how I'm supposed to help. I don't understand why God chose me to speak to this weekend because I don't know how to do anything about it.

I keep trying to stay in touch with everything that I was feeling this weekend.

But once again, it's slowly slipping out of my grasp.

"This is what the Lord says to you: 'Do not be afraid or discouraged because of this vast army. For the battle is not yours, but God's. Tomorrow march down against them. You will not have to fight this battle. Take up your positions; stand firm and see the deliverance the Lord will give you. Do not be afraid; do not be discoraged. Go out to face them tomorrow, and the Lord will be with you." -2 Chronicles 20: 15-17

Erika