So...today was...stressful? hectic? absolute crazyness?

yep.

8:00 mass this morning. I had to read, that went okay.

Then came home, made props, did homework, had a huge argument with my dad because he thinks that I do too much homework and should be spending more time with my family?!!?! Yeah...I'll make sure to get those priorities ofmine straight...aunt & uncle & cousins came over. Had dinner for Mother's Day. Went to TYM...Usually I love TYM, but tonight I just couldn't handle anyone and I needed to get out of there so bad but I couldn't. I wanted to cry and scream and act like a little baby. But I controlled myself for the most part.

On the way to TYM my mom told me that my grandpa has colon cancer. It was about time another person in my family was found to have cancer, my mom's side of the family is HUGE and about ever 8 months or so, someone else is diagnosed...So I don't know why this came as a shock to me. I don't even know why I'm upset. I mean, I hardly knew the guy growing up, him and my gma divorced sometime either before I was born or when I was really little cause I never remember them being together, and then my gma got remarried the day before she died of cancer, and then the man that she married died of cancer when I was in 7th grade, and he was more of a gpa to me than Gpa Mickey is, but it still hurts. He's still family and I never really spend any time with him. Mostly because he lives 600 miles away, but even when we lived in New York we didn't see him much. Sigh. I need to get away.

Boys are silly and relationships are overrated and I can't do anything about it.