And I don't see how you could ever be anything but mine.

Well, the past few days have been pretty awesome. The way I imagine the rest of my summer would have been, had I not gone to Governor's School. Thursday night was Liz's party, which was good, kind of weird because I'm used to GSW parties, but it was good to see everyone, both GSW kids and those who are not. Then after the party me, Liz, Molly, Emma, and Natalie ended up going to Andrew's house? I really do not know why. I was so tired. And then we ended up back at Molly's house around 2:00 and I crashed on her couch. I honestly don't even remember getting back to her house. haha. Then I came home yesterday and got ready for Sarah to come get me so we could go back to her house and then to the KENNY CHESNEY concert, which was absolutely fabulous. Except I was a terrible person and I had my first cigarette in two months. I was doing so good. Whatever. I should've expected it. A lot of other things in my life are going back to normal now, so I guess that should've been a given. Good ole Erika's back!!

"When I lifted my head up and looked in the mirrior, it was her face I saw then. Drunk. Pale. Easy. And scared, unsteady, still gasping as she looked back at me, wondering what she had done." -This Lullaby by Sarah Dessen. eeee. my favorite book in the whole world.