I don't understand why people do things. I know that I've fucked up a lot, but never terribly so. I just want to know why everyone's changed so much and why it has to be so bad. Because, quite frankly, I'm tired of pretending like it's okay. I'm tired of everyone pretending not to notice, and acting like nothing is going on. IT FUCKING SUCKS, OKAY?! GOD JUST FUCKING ADMIT IT.