Due to recent events as well as not so recent feelings that are resurfacing, I just have to wonder, if there is a god up there somewhere, why he/she would ever take the life of a teenager, or a kid, or a baby. I think that is the worst kind of pain. It makes me more upset than anything. It doesn't make sense to end a life that has barely even begun for no apparent reason.
I miss you JR. There has not been one day in the past 17 months that I have not thought about you. You'll live on forever in our hearts. We love you.