31 March 2006

I've been thinking. About myself. About when I became so cold-hearted and apathetic towards everything.

And then today I was moving my archives and I found this:

September 27, 2004
I've decided that if I close off the world, I can't be hurt anymore...


That's what I do, you know. I just shut everyone else out to save myself the pain. I can pinpoint when it started, not the exact day or time, but I can tell you what was happening in my life, and psychologically, it makes sense.

I think it should worry me more than it does.