Yeah the world was somewhere else
We had the summer all to ourselves
And the stars went off like fireworks
It's already starting. TYM is back in full swing and we are planning a benefit dinner for BAIA. I went back to SAFEchild last night. And I put in a job application at Michael's. My school stuff is sitting on my desk. It doesn't feel real though. I don't feel like I'm going back. I definitely don't feel like a senior in high school. I still feel like I'm fourteen and just starting high school. My goal this year is to make it better than last year. Last year sucked because I let all of the stress get the best of me and everyone was miserable all the time. I don't want that again this year. I really do want to be happy and enjoy it because I know that after graduation I am never going to see any of the people that I've spent the past three years with again. And even though I don't like a lot of them, I don't need to live for those people, I can just be happy and enjoy the time I have left with those that I do care about and may eventually miss.
I go back to watching summer fade to fall
Growing up too fast and I do recall
Wishing time would stop right in its tracks
Life is crazy, but actually pretty amazing right now. Oh it's cheesy I know. :D