A rough week was in there somewhere, but it's done now and I am happier because of it.
I'm glad that everything with Wesley and I is over. It needed to be over and it was stupid that we ever got back together. And regardless of what everyone thinks, I really am done with him, for good now. It's a strange feeling, knowing that I'll probably never see him again, ever. It's not like we run into each other often and next year I'll be going to college, hopefully far away from here. It's good for me though. I'm glad I'm not in a relationship right now. I need to be able to make all of these important decisions that are coming up for myself, and I don't need to be worrying about other people's feelings while I'm doing it.
School is going okay. My grades aren't the greatest, but I don't really have the energy to care anymore. I finished my last college application today, so that makes: State, UNC, Maryland at CP, Maryland BC and American. State and UNC are pretty much sure bets but I don't want to go to either of them. The others will be harder cause they're out of state, but I'm not that worried. American is my only real stretch.
I'm ready. A lot.