POLI 238: Contemporary Latin American Politics
MW 4:30-5:45
Ryan Carlin
I'm wearing a noisy necklace. My teacher can't even pay attention. I love red bull. I miss dancing. I don't want to get high tonight. I don't want to go to the movies tonight. I spent too much money today. I"m bad at budgeting. This is stupid. I had a midterm this morning (afternoon). I hate waking up early. Propaganda. This is healthy. Nothing. I need to go to the gym. Maybe tomorrow. Maybe never. I'm trying not to be too angry. We're learning at the Cuban Embargo. What am I going to do with my life? I can't drive. A mi no me importa. Deseo hablar mejor el espanol pero no puedo. Tambien quiero dormir. being poor would suck. Fidel Castro is old and will die soon. I miss him sometimes. I don't care about participation grades. I'm not smart enough to be here. I could use some security. I should lose some weight. There's another Erika in this class. I don't know if she spells her name the same as mine. Some people should not wear skinny jeans. I wonder if anyone's reading this. I kind of hope they are. Today I feel fat. the ring on my finger is turning it green. I wonder if they know that I make it up as I go. Click. I like to write. Maybe someday I will write books. I can't wait to learn about Chile, but it will probably be stupid too. Why am I a slacker now? I want a tattoo. I have a typed list of things to do before I die. My OCD is getting worse. I hate it. I hate arrogant people. 15 more minutes. I miss smoking. I have no idea who I am, and will I ever? The lights are bright. I loved him. I mist still. I am so tired. I have no homework tonight. I want a hat. Bargaining chips. I'm out of paper and don't want to turn the page and make noise.