I am exhausted. Very exhausted. But I have come to terms with a few things today:
1. I really should start going to class. I actually enjoy class for the most part when I am there. (I went to all of my classes today.)
2. My friends are still freaking amazing. They make every second worth it.
3. The people I am still in touch with from high school are not at all the people I thought I would still talk to. I'm not too surprised though.
4. We are all just friends with benefits. Period.
5. Sometimes disorganization is not all that bad.
I said, this has got to stop
This has got to lie down, down
With someone else on top
You can both keep me pinned
'Cause it's easier to tease,
But you can't make me happy
Quite as good as me.
You know that's a lie.
Right now I am no more than a liar. Right now I feel beautiful in all my lying splendor, because the only person I'm lying to is myself. Pure bliss, I say.