Wow...so it turns out that I really miss Tyler. A lot. I don't know though. I mean...I still love him, but we've been through so much that I don't know if we can make it last again. He went to a party yesterday and he kissed some girl named Sarah (I don't know her) and when I found out, I started to cry. I mean, I can't get mad at him because we're not together, and it's my fault we're not together, but it still hurt. I don't want him to move on. I know I can't stop him though. Maybe....oh nevermind.

I'm sick so I couldn't go to winter formal. Made me really mad. And right now my family's at church and I'm still sick so I'm at home. Oh well. Doesn't bother me. I wish I could've gone yesterday though...

Whoo it's the freaking superbowl. I don't understand why people get so hyped up over this. It's so stupid. Heh..Let's throw a party so we can watch people throw a little brown ball back and forth! lol I remember my family had a superbowl party last year and Paige came over and I was standing on the stairs to my bedroom and there's a doorway at the bottom of the stairs and I was like "LOOK I CAN FLY" and I jumped from the third stair and hit my head on the doorway. Ouch it really hurt. But it was so funny. Paige still makes fun of me for it though. ha.

Well I'm still grounded. But I'm a little calmer than I was yesterday. I've been able to sneak on the computer more often and it makes me happy.

Well well well, I should go!