At lunch today we were talking about how we don't even care anymore. Like we don't try to hold it in when we cry, we just do. I don't like the stress anymore. I just can't put up with this. It's so crazy. People are so...weird. Not weird like in a crazy weird way, weird like in a hypocritical way. In a "why-in-the-world-would-they-do-that" way. I don't even understand people anymore. I just have a few close friends and I don't even care. I don't want to have more friends. People are too weird for me. At the beginning, I wanted to fit in and I wanted everyone to like me. But now I'm done with that. I love being me and I love having friends that understand that. I've decided to look past everything I don't have, or have and wish I didn't, and just realize that I am so blessed. I have so much that I don't deserve. I love it all.