I had Convention this weekend. It kicked. I loved it so much. I'm so sad that I had to come home though. I wish I could go back. I hate reality and I hate school. It was miserable today. But I did eat lunch with Cecilie, Emma, Molly & Audrey so that made it a little better. I've had the worst headache all day though because I went to bed at 2:00 in the afternoon yesterday and slept until 5:00 this morning and I didn't eat anything in that time period. The last real meal I had had before I went to sleep was breakfast.

Emma, Cecilie, Molly and I got a lot closer this weekend. We roomed together and it was so much fun!! They're so great. We talked about EVERYTHING. I've told them stuff that I've never told anyone before. It was wonderful. And to think I thought they hated me at the beginning of the year...

So all in all, convention was the best time ever and I despise the real world. I learned a lot about myself, and about JESUS :D and about my friends. I realized that it's okay to let go and move on because everything happens for a reason. And that's exactly what I'm doing. I'm letting go slowly. And little by little I'm getting put back together and it feels great.



I'm surrounded by liars everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by imposters everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by identity crisis everywhere I turn
Am I the only one who noticed?
I can't be the only one who's learned
I don't want to be
Anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do
Is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms
Wondering what I've got to do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me