08 July 2005

My life is fucking awesome. Yep.

Only 2 more weeks...it makes me want to cry. Everyone here have become so important to me. We've been practically living together for 4 weeks and I don't know what I'm going to do without them. People usually go to camp for about a week, and they miss the people they met there when they leave. Multiply that by 2039847023984 and you'll get what I'm getting here. It's incredible that I can just be who I want around them and not have to worry because they didn't know me before this, so their opinion of me isn't based on my past at all, but it's sad that on July 23, we're all going to go back to our own lives and have to cope with reality all over again. I don't want to do that. I know I'm running away from things that I shouldn't be running from, but I can't handle it again. Not after this. I can't take being thrown back into the chaos that is my life. I've grown to love my friends here more quickly and more deeply than I've ever learned to even like anyone. I don't open up to people easily, and yet I find myself telling them things that I've never told my best friends.

My uncle hubert got ran over by a turtle.
"My mom looks at vaginas all day."
*haha monica, elizabeth f, courtney, amanda & lindsay. love them 3rd floor clewell girls.*