I'm not really sure about anything that's going on in my life right now. School and the extracurriculars. Drama as usual. I'm so stressed out that I can't even put the pieces together, and I whine about it too much. I'm sorry.
I'm glad we have no school today, I needed a day off badly. Imperative to my mental health.
Friday night we had a lock-in at Mr. Fun's house. It was..fun. haha. Except I couldn't go bowling because of my carpal tunnel. Sigh.
Saturday I slept all day because I didn't sleep Friday night. Then I spent the night at Stacy's house with Natalie, Sindhu, Juliana, Elizabeth and Lorraine. It was much-needed. Maybe I'll have some pictures up later.
Am I the only one in church today
Feeling so small
Cause when I take a look around
Everybody seems so strong
I know they'll soon discover that I don't belong
So I tuck it all away
Like everything's okay
If I make them all believe it
Maybe I'll believe it too
So with a painted grin
I play the part again
So everyone will see me
The way that I see them
Are we happy plastic people
Under shiny plastic steeples
With walls around our weakness
And smiles to hide our pain
But if the invitations open
To every heart that has been broken
Maybe then we close the curtain
On this stain glass masquerade
I am basically in love with that song. (Stain Glass Masquerade by Casting Crowns. It's so pretty.)