I don't know.
Really, I just don't.
I'm so indecisive today. And I can't sit still. I feel the need to go do some jumping jacks or something of the sort.
We took the PSAT today. It was a terrible experience. Then we went to lunch real quick. APUSH was boring. Took a test in APB. Failed. Pretty much sums up my life, right there.
But back to my utter confusion. Honestly, I can't say anything except "I don't know." Because I can apply that to every aspect of my life right now. I am so incredibly blessed, but I don't know what to do. I don't know where to go next. (& so we arrive back at the mystery of life...the future. dum dum dum.) I don't even feel like I really have best friends right now either. I have people that I hang out with more than others, but I don't have people that I want to hang out with more than others. I personally don't care. Then there's my relationship status, which I can't even go into because I honestly just don't know. My life is so freaking mediocre. It kills me. I get mediocre grades, I have mediocre friendships, I have a mediocre to non-existant relationship, I live in a mediocre family. There is nothing incredible here. Nothing intriguing or exciting or interesting in any way. Nothing at all.
GSW girls are coming this weekend. Am I excited? Maybe.