I don't actually know what's going on in my life. Half of the time I can't even comprehend my own thoughts, so I just stopped trying to figure things out and I'm just letting things happen. We'll see where this leads me.
Got PSAT and SAT scores today. They were both terible and I'd like not to disclose them at the moment...or ever.
Days like today make me really upset with myself. No matter how hard I try I can't please myself and I don't know how to be okay with who I am. I've always been pushed to do better, and I've always been able to do better, but I can't anymore. It's hard facing reality.
Which is why we should all go back to Governor's School. Pronto.