I can feel myself crawling back into my shell. I tried reaching out to see what existed beyond the bubble I've kept myself hidden in so well for the last few years, and I liked what I found, but maybe too much, so now I'm retreating back into the sphere of people I've kept so close, hoping that they'll remind me of who I'm supposed to be. I'm taking the easy way out again. Some day, this will have to stop.
I've finally figured out what I want to do with my life, I just need to figure out what college I want to go to. That would be nice. I'd love to stop thinking about all of this soon.