Why are people so judgmental? Why do we insist on shunning other people because of the way they look or the way they talk or the grades they get or for any reason at all. Why is it that there are people that I've had classes with for the past 3 years that I have never bothered to get to know because I automatically assume that they wouldn't fit into my life. Why is this all completely acceptable in today's society?
I have amazing friends, I really do, but what if there are more amazing people out there that I frequently come into contact with but disregard? What if the people that could change my life are the ones that I don't bother to try to understand? What if the biggest mistake I'm making is in allowing myself to pretend that I'm not judging people, when in fact, that's exactly what I'm doing?
I know I've said it before, but sometimes living inside of my own head is very perplexing. I don't know exactly what I'm trying to think anymore, which is why I have been writing so much (not here, on my DA). I think I recognize the fact that my thoughts aren't coherent and that in putting them down in words, my feelings somehow become more real than they are when they're just inside my head.
I need to go running.