Today it is raining. It hasn't rained in a long time. It reminds me of a Sunday afternoon at Applebee's. My sister was there. So was Tony.
It's weird that I haven't spoken to him in 2 months. Once upon a time I was the only constant in his life. I wonder what he's doing now and where he is. I don't even know where he lives.
I worked this weekend. It made me sad. I also made me feel reckless. It made me want to drop out of school and go live like everyone there. They were my family this summer. They still are my family in a weird way.
I'm lacking closure on so many levels.