03 January 2010

maybe you can tell me how it is you got that way.

This Christmas break has been incredibly different from the last two.

Dayn came and stayed at my parents' house in Knightdale for a few days. He met everyone--including Scotty and Chuck.

It went pretty well.

Except we fought. A lot.

Sometimes I'm so scared that this isn't going to work and all of our plans for the future are going to fall through. I have no long-term goals, at all, and he's the only thing that I expect to remain constant in my life for a little while. What if it doesn't work, again?