10 September 2009

they say you gotta lose a couple fights to win.

There are too many people in my life who act like leeches and suck everything out of me without giving anything in return.
I am done putting effort into friendships if that effort is not reciprocated.

I'm also off boys. It's necessary.

I just want to feel like I'm making the right decisions for once. I'm not sure I know how. I've been so determined to self-destruct for so long because it's so much easier to willingly screw up than to have to live up to yours and others' expectations.